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Thursday, October 30, 2008
3:10 AM on ourloveyacht


Things went totally wrong for me today. I'm felt so dejected. That gay shit teacher was against me. I just couldn't tolerate the way i was being treated. And i wasn't late for bloody 4 times lah! If you wanna take it as i'm late, what about the others who came to class at the same time as me? That wasn't being fair to me. I felt accused. If you've a feud with me just say so right in my face. I don't bloody care, you effing shit! Was i wrong to defend myself? You don't have to be so bloody sarcastic.

What else. In the beginning of the semester, you should have stated your ground rules, and not now. In the first place you didn't even tell us that we aren't supposed to do other stuffs during your lesson. As such, we assumed that doing sudoku puzzles, crossword puzzles or reading newspapers are allowed in your class as long as we're keeping quiet. Come on, at that moment of time you're not even teaching at all, what's wrong with doing the puzzles. I'm not interrupting you at all, gay shit! Throw my book by all means, it's not as though i can't afford another book hah. Big deal. Don't let me catch you doing my sudoku book in the office! I bet you don't even know how to solve a bloody easy puzzle. Oh yeap, you asked us what can you do to improve the lesson. Well, these are my answers to your question.

1) Prepare your lesson
2) Don't read from the bloody screen word by word
3) Don't mumble to yourself, as though you're speaking to the ants on the floor. ( I bet they can't even hear you.)
4) Pronounce your words properly and accurately
5) Give us the respect we deserve

I'll be straightforward. No one likes you. I suggest you should reflect yourself seriously. We can get along so well with the other lecturers but why not you? The problem lies with you, not us. Now i know why your students from the other class hates you too.

Okay i'm sorry for ranting here. Argh! My mind is in a mess. ):
I believe i'd tried to tolerate much, cos i don't wish to let history repeat itself. Gfs should know.
If not, i would've already walked out of the class and also enunciate. I bet the words would definitely pierce through your heart. Gay shit! Argh!




To my donut Bebey.
Girl, you must be strong alright. We are here for you 24/7. I don't wanna see you shedding tears for that guy, it's not worth it. It's his loss. You're a strong girl, and i know you can overcome it. Whatever it is, you know i love you. (:




My emotional side is showing again and i just couldn't control my tears. I lay on my desk and my mind just couldn't stop thinking of the problems. The songs kept playing and i just got reminded of so many stuffs. Sigh. Left for the toilet as i couldn't take it any longer, i cried silently. Came back when i've calmed down, Zaki and Nani noticed and asked if i'd just cried. I lied to them saying that i've got flu that caused the redness in my eyes. Sorry guys. And my dear girls, thanks for your concern. I love you all. (:

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