Made of you and me.
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Wednesday, June 24, 2009
4:25 PM on ourloveyacht


I just had a feel to blog about this. hahah. (:

A question i always pose to my friends.

Qn - How many true friends do you have?

A simple question with in depth content.
And it's true, some take moments to ponder or count with their fingers. Some just simply said one or none. Did you realised that in fact there are a whole list of friends in your phonebook, but how many do you actually contact / keep in touch? Do they just look for you when they're in need of cash or ...

True friends are the people who are there for you unconditionally. They are the people who never question you and support you no matter what the circumstances are. They are the people worth living for. A true friend is someone you can disagree with and still remain friends. For if not, they weren't true friends in the first place.

If you have one true friend, you have more than your share.

(:

Wednesday, June 17, 2009
1:30 PM on ourloveyacht


Yesterday it was a long day out with Love.
Lunch at CP, and coincidentally i met Angela. Hee.
Miss her so much can. You this stupid girl. hahah. Meet up real soon!
Went to get our favourite tea egg. Yay yay.
Then train-ed to DG. Bought our movie tickets over at The Cathay.

My rating for this movie is 2.8/5.
Some scenes were hilarious though.
Catch it if you need a laugh. (:

Today!

It has been such a long time since i slept till late.
I felt ultimately refreshed. Hee.
I dreamt of grandma once again.
Oh well, it's a good thing. (:

I've decided to stay home today to watch the dvds that Bf lent me.
Bf is out whole day for his trainings.
He just called me, and it's so thoughtful of him.
Though he was busy there,
he still made the effort to keep me informed of his whereabouts
& telling me to remember to have my meals
& have loads of water.

It feels great to hear your voice, knowing that you're fine.
Bf, you must drink plenty of water too and look after yourself alright.
I'll be watching over you. Hee.


Okay, i'm going off to watch dvds soon!
Bye.

Monday, June 15, 2009
10:05 PM on ourloveyacht


RIP
on
- 11/6/09 -
My Beloved Grandma

My Grandma has blissfully passed away at the age of 78.
She caught her last breath at the hospital.
Received the call from mum and we cabbed down immediately.
Everything was panicky and at that moment i felt lost.
But i'd to be strong, cos i'd to look after my mum. ):
Looking at Grandma, i couldn't hold back my tears any longer. )':

The scene is still vividly in my mind. Memories kept flashing back.
I dreaded this kind of feeling. ):
Stayed at the hospital & did all the procedures
together with my family and other relatives.

So i was really busy with the arrangements for my grandma's funeral for the
past few days & didn't had sufficient rest throughout but it didn't matter at all.

The very first day, i held up the joss stick with shivering hands. Whenever i hear the masters' chantings and the clashings of instruments, i felt terrible. The rituals were fearsome to me, cos since young i'd a phobia of funerals.
But now i'd to undergo everything, i couldn't escape.
Right now, i'm so immune to it.

Second day, footsteps was heard.
I smelt a whiff, it was grandma.
Everyone knew it.

I hated yesterday, everyone cried badly.
Grandma was burned into ashes in just a few minutes. ):

Today, went to collect Grandma's ashes at Mandai.
We'd to put her bones into the urn. And everyone put it in one by one.
I felt bold. (:

Then over to Mount Vernon to place the urn together with Grandpa. Grandpa had waited for Grandma for so many years and finally they can be blissfully together.
Our minds were rather at ease. (:

To my friends, i'll be fine. I'll be strong cos my Grandma wants to see me happy. :D

Thanks to all that shown endless concern to my family.
My dearest relatives, friends, mum's colleagues cum my lecturer and directors
came by to pay their respect.
Thanks for the support everyone, it's greatly appreciated. (:



Grandma,
you'll be in my memories forever.
i love you.
Rest in peace.



And not forgetting my dearest love, he accompanied me throughout the night.
He even helped out to fold the incense paper together with us. How thoughtful of him. The greatest thing that he gave me was his warmest hugs & countless comforting words. It really made a great difference. I felt so much better with you around me. And i wanna apologise to you for my bad temper and you've to tolerate all my tantrums. Thanks my love. <3

Alright, i'm gonna hit the sack early today, cos i'm meeting Bf tomorrow morning. Hee :D




Sunday, June 7, 2009
3:00 PM on ourloveyacht


Yesterday i was out for the whole day. Early in the morning i've to be present at NACLI for sseayp's 2nd interview. We'd group cheers, impromptu presentations, quizzes and teambuilding games. It was totally awesome. I love my group's cheer, it was super cute with our signature sound. Hee. But the quiz was bad for me. Cos i checked my mail the night before and realised about the e-mail they sent. Needed to print indemnity form and prepare for the quiz. My mind went blank. Lol. But i still went ahead. (: Thanks to Shere (cherry pudding) for helping me in the questions for the quiz. Hee.

I made many new friends all from different organisations. They're really nice people. (: I know this is gonna be a tough fight for me. Reason being is cos most of them are from well-known organisations and some from the universities. And i'm the youngest, thus they might not shortlist me cos there's still many many years down the road for me to participate, unlike those that are hitting 30. So probably priorities are given to them. Well, we'll see how things goes and i shall leave fate to decide. Cos whatever the decision is, i'm gonna accept it. (:

Teambuilding game was a blast. It was a 200 secs game. And had a total of 15 NGs! Gosh. Then i'd to climb over the high log for 15 times! Lol. So now my arms feels sore ._. Had slight abrasions on my arms and my thumb. Hee. Clumsy me. :x

Everything went smoothly for the whole day. And the saddening part is when we parted. I only managed to exchange contacts with few girls. But i hope we'll meet again, if there's a chance. (: Take care my friends!





I wish i wish i wish...

that in this world there's 48 hours a day. So i'll get to spend quality time with my family, my friends and my Boyfriend! But i know it's an impossible wish. hahah. Well, it's just my wishful thinking. Hee.

And i didn't get to meet Love for three days. And i suppose it's four days tomorrow. Cos school's ending late. So most probably i'll only get to see you on tuesday. Sigh. I'm missing your presence. Baby, i'll not forget that you're always in my heart. Because i've your greatest support, i'll overcome any obstacles or difficulties that comes in my way, i won't be afraid cos i know you're always by my side. :D

P.s I hope it doesn't rain at my side, cos that will make me miss you even more. :x

Your girl is missing you alot alot.
xoxo.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009
6:16 PM on ourloveyacht


Second paper down. Yay! :D
One more day, just one more day.
How great if holidays were to start tomorrow.

It's another impact. You're such a burden. After numerous bad experiences, you're still not awake. When will you ever learn? I can't believe that you actually repeated it. I felt so ashamed sometimes when you made such a grave mistake. Settle it on your own. Just be alone.



I need a break.
I wanna get out of town. (:





From strangers to friends,
from friends to lovers.
Everything happened in a glance,
but there were no regrets.
<3

Tuesday, June 2, 2009
7:10 PM on ourloveyacht


I realised that i've been dragging my feets to school this few days.
Been complaining non-stop seriously.
I'm smelling holidays!
Soon soon please. (:

Today's HIS test was fine, only got rather panicky at the last part
whereby there was so many last minute stuffs needed to add.
Gosh.
Tmr's PIC test and i'm lazy to study.
How?
Yawns.
I'm sleepy.
Taking a nap for an hour.
(:





Boy, 我想念你的存在.

Monday, June 1, 2009
8:25 PM on ourloveyacht


Hi people, i'm back!
Hope there aren't any webs lying around yet. (:

Updates on what i've been busying with for the past few days.

Monday (Late in meeting Bf!)
Met my dearest in the morning for breakfast. Then he sent me to school. He brightened up my day. So it was no longer monday blues for me today! Hee. (: Lessons was redundant as usual. Teacher was unusually good to dismiss us one hour earlier. So home sweet home after school. (:

Got news from my folks that my grandma is getting weaker as days goes by. She's lying in the hospital and i can't visit her so soon. I've got school to attend, tests to take. It really pains me, but i can't show it out. Cos i don't wanna affect mum's emotions too. Time is really running out. :'(

Sunday (Late in waking up!)
My folks went Malaysia. Boyf came to my place in the morning. Then had our lunch at CP. And for the past few days i'd been craving for tea egg. So i kept pestering my dearest for it. hahah. And finally we got it from CP. One of the best i ever tasted.

Saturday (Late in meeting Bf!)
Met Boyf at the airport after his training. And i realised that i'll get so fascinated whenever a plane takes off. And i'll just interrupt my Boyf when he's studying. Hee.

Friday (Late for lecture!)
ETP Elective @ TP.
Sharon skipped school today! hahah. No lah, it's attending lesson at TP. Supposedly, teacher told us the lecture was from 9am to 3pm. But after that we attended this ETP Seminar which lasted till 5 plus ._. The seminar was rather dry at the beginning, but after that it was fine. (: And i met up with Angela for a mere 10 minutes or so. Hee. So delighted to see her after quite some time. (:

Ended, then made my way over to Bedok Resevoir to see Boyf's training. Actually this is my first time watching him train, i'm bad right. :x Haiyo. Lol. I just sat alone and watched. Not emo okay! hahah. Waited for him to get his bath, then off we went for dinner. A great day spent with him. :D

That's all, rather lazy to recall already. Hahah.
And if you realised, i'm forever the late queen. Gosh.
When will i ever change? :x

Following 3 days - Tests. ):
So i'm gonna touch on my notes very soon.

P.s I miss my boyfriend! (:


Bye.

The girlY

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Happily Attached
Loves her Boyfriend,
Lexson Lim
25/02/09,
a date etched in my mind.

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Her AdoresY

Art | Sports | Music | Piano
Shopping | Travelling | Australia
Ski-ing | Thrills & Adventures
Sun-tanning | Ice-cream | Mango
Sushi | Ice-milo | Green Tea
Purple Red CherryRed White
Winnie the Pooh
Children & Babies
Her DislikesY

Lies & Betrays | Arrogrants
Insects | Boredom

Her DesiresY

New Camera | New Wallet
Snowflake Necklace
New Piano | New Bowling Ball
New tops & dresses
Travel all around the world
Try Bungee Jumping
Holiday trips with
Family & Friends
Good Grades | Driving license
Go yachting

Sing with meY



You know you love someone when you cannot put into words how they make you feel. You may not have heard me speak to you that I love you, but the way that I look into your eyes, the way I smile when you pass by, and the way that my heart feels when you are near... all speaks of what best describes the love that I feel. Love is holding that special someone closely and realizing that is still isn't close enough. Someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you've always wanted. If your someday was yesterday, learn. If your someday is tomorrow, hope. If your someday is today, cherish. It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone: you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to before. You don't have to promise me the moon or stars . . . just promise that you'll stand under them with me. Only strong hearts can bear the burden of love long enough to realize how much happiness it has brought.