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Monday, June 15, 2009
10:05 PM on ourloveyacht


RIP
on
- 11/6/09 -
My Beloved Grandma

My Grandma has blissfully passed away at the age of 78.
She caught her last breath at the hospital.
Received the call from mum and we cabbed down immediately.
Everything was panicky and at that moment i felt lost.
But i'd to be strong, cos i'd to look after my mum. ):
Looking at Grandma, i couldn't hold back my tears any longer. )':

The scene is still vividly in my mind. Memories kept flashing back.
I dreaded this kind of feeling. ):
Stayed at the hospital & did all the procedures
together with my family and other relatives.

So i was really busy with the arrangements for my grandma's funeral for the
past few days & didn't had sufficient rest throughout but it didn't matter at all.

The very first day, i held up the joss stick with shivering hands. Whenever i hear the masters' chantings and the clashings of instruments, i felt terrible. The rituals were fearsome to me, cos since young i'd a phobia of funerals.
But now i'd to undergo everything, i couldn't escape.
Right now, i'm so immune to it.

Second day, footsteps was heard.
I smelt a whiff, it was grandma.
Everyone knew it.

I hated yesterday, everyone cried badly.
Grandma was burned into ashes in just a few minutes. ):

Today, went to collect Grandma's ashes at Mandai.
We'd to put her bones into the urn. And everyone put it in one by one.
I felt bold. (:

Then over to Mount Vernon to place the urn together with Grandpa. Grandpa had waited for Grandma for so many years and finally they can be blissfully together.
Our minds were rather at ease. (:

To my friends, i'll be fine. I'll be strong cos my Grandma wants to see me happy. :D

Thanks to all that shown endless concern to my family.
My dearest relatives, friends, mum's colleagues cum my lecturer and directors
came by to pay their respect.
Thanks for the support everyone, it's greatly appreciated. (:



Grandma,
you'll be in my memories forever.
i love you.
Rest in peace.



And not forgetting my dearest love, he accompanied me throughout the night.
He even helped out to fold the incense paper together with us. How thoughtful of him. The greatest thing that he gave me was his warmest hugs & countless comforting words. It really made a great difference. I felt so much better with you around me. And i wanna apologise to you for my bad temper and you've to tolerate all my tantrums. Thanks my love. <3

Alright, i'm gonna hit the sack early today, cos i'm meeting Bf tomorrow morning. Hee :D




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You know you love someone when you cannot put into words how they make you feel. You may not have heard me speak to you that I love you, but the way that I look into your eyes, the way I smile when you pass by, and the way that my heart feels when you are near... all speaks of what best describes the love that I feel. Love is holding that special someone closely and realizing that is still isn't close enough. Someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you've always wanted. If your someday was yesterday, learn. If your someday is tomorrow, hope. If your someday is today, cherish. It's amazing the things you realize when you lose someone: you get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could've a million times, you take for granted the days spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say the things we never had the courage to before. You don't have to promise me the moon or stars . . . just promise that you'll stand under them with me. Only strong hearts can bear the burden of love long enough to realize how much happiness it has brought.